Ok, so I think I am on the home stretch now to getting all the techie stuff under my belt or under my shoe or under somethin...hopefully with a purpose. Part of me thinks it's all for nothing, part of me thinks I will be super grateful for the hours I have put in and reap some sort of benefit for it. I am going to go with door number two! It's a happier place in my head! As far as my life is concerned, I trust the ends will justify the means.
To be honest...I have to admit, I like it. I does appeal to the side of me that is structured and geometrical and finicky and meticulous. There is not allot in my life that I let operate in those terms. I decided long ago somewhere after baby 4 that those characteristics were not going to be easy to host in the life I have with the people I have in it. Well all that to say...I am a little more free than that and the (days) I have spent building all of "this" has been tedious, but deep down...fun! I think I knew it would be. That's probably why I held it off for so long. I didn't need something else in my life that would occupy me yet even more than all of the things on my happy table-o-ideas!
I caved... But I'm having fun...that counts right??
I think so!!!
Till tomorrow....Blessings all
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